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God's Children
Veronica's Man ♥
Caleb Seah 19 Aug 1983
Caleb's Girl ♥
Veronica Ang 27 Nov 1989
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Caleb Seah ♥ Veronica Ang ♥ Shermaine Lei ♥ Angela Tan ♥
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God's Word
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16
「 神 爱 世 人 ， 甚 至 将 他 的 独 生 子 赐 给 他 们 ， 叫 一 切 信 他 的 ， 不 至 灭 亡 ， 反 得 永 生 。 约翰福音3:16
And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has life; He who does not have the Son of God does not have life. 1 John 5:11-12
"这见证就是神赐给我们永生;这永生也是在他儿子里面.人有了神的儿子就有命,没有神的儿子就没有命. 约翰一书5:11-12
But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and by believing you may have life in his name. John 20:31
但记这些事要叫你们信耶稣是基督,是神的儿子,并且叫你们信了他,就可以因他的名得生命. 约翰福音20:31
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8
惟有基督在我们还没作罪人时候为我们死,神的爱就在此向我们显明了. 罗马书5:8
But your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden his face from you, so that you will not hear. Isaiah 59:2
但你们的罪孽是你们与神隔绝;你们的罪恶是他掩面不听你们. 以赛亞书59:2
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8-9
你们得救是本乎恩,也因着信;这并不是出于自己,乃是神所赐的,也不是出于行为,免得有人自夸. 以弗所书2:8-9
For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the spirit. 1 Peter 3:18
因基督也曾一次为罪受苦(有古卷作:受死),就是义的代替不义的,为要引我们到神面前.按着肉体说,他被治死;按着灵性,他复活了. 1彼得前书3:18
Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God. John 1:12
凡接待他的,就是信他名的人,他就赐他们权柄,作神的儿女. 约翰福音1:12
"I tell you the truth, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life. John 5:24
我实实在在的告诉你们,那听我话、又信差我来者的、就有永生;不至于定罪,是已经出死人生了. 约翰福音5：24
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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 5:39 PM Confession nica ♥
With my lifetime, I want to know you better. With my lifetime, I want to spend it loving you. With my lifetime, I want to walk through all the ups and down with you. With my lifetime, I want to hold you hand. You're the one that I want to spend my lifetime with. I love you my sweety pie :) I love the feeling when I'm one step closer to you everyday :) |
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Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 5:09 PM nica ♥
Once again I'm gonna say I'm not a silly girl >.< It's okay as long as the misunderstanding is cleared :) Was partially my fault too, I make you misunderstood that me. You don't have to ask for forgiveness, cause I've never blame you and never will :) In fact, I want to apologize for making you feel bad. I didn't mean to walk away the other day, just didn't wanna make you feel bad seeing me tears. Oh well, everything is over. You're still the one I love and I still love you. That's enough :) |
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@ 4:38 AM You're such a silly girl. You could have just told me that you are scared...why pretend and tell me that you've forgotten? And in such a light-hearted manner? I'm sorry I misunderstood you but I really did not know :( Next time you better tell me or I will beat ur pipi >.> You made me feel so bad. I'm sorry, it was my fault. I should have adjusted my expectations and been more patient...I should never have made you cry. Forgive me? |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 2:22 PM nica ♥
这个世界唯一的你 是我拥有的奇蹟 对我说的一字一句 都是我们的秘密 紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定 就算世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什麽都愿意 |
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Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 3:53 PM nica ♥
I wanted to learn swimming. Cause I know that it's one of the activity you love. I tried so hard everytime you teach me, but I didn't wanna show you that I was afraid. You do not know how much courage I need to overcome my own fear. What you think were that I'm not putting effort. I know I've disappoint you, I didn't want to. I hate myself for being this way too. I really want to be involve in activity you do. Especially in stuff that you love. I'm really trying. :'( It's been so long since the last time I cried this badly. I felt so badly walking away, yet I do not want you to see my falling tears. I regretted it so much, cause now all I wanted was a hug for you. I feel so cold and empty now |
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 10:12 PM nica ♥
That is totally way too short. I don't care, since you've posted something that so long already. You must post something that's longer than that post RAWR!! All your post shall be longer than the post before xD |
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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 6:45 PM Short Post Since u said so...i post short short from now on so u wun hate me :s |
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@ 7:13 AM nica ♥
First of all, I would like to say I thought that my post would be the longest, but look at yours. How could you write a longer post? xD Okay never mind, I'll forgive you this time round :D And my post got the cute heart things because I'm CUTE!!! Only cute people are awarded with that. jk xD You can always copy and paste from mine if you wan that little heart thing ^^ Secondly, you are not allow to say I'm a silly girl. I'm silly because of YOU!!!!! I've never wanna talk about that in the past with you, cause I've always think that I shouldn't have Though it do bother me, but what matters was you being happy at that point of time. I couldn't care a bit for myself at that time, but all this question keep coming back haunting me like some wandering ghost out there. From then on, I knew, I should sit down and talk to you. Even knowing that, I couldn't have the courage to talk to you face to face, fearing that you might react in a way that I've never expected. I've always know that you are a dream guy of many girls, (though you wouldn't wanna admit always) every girls out there seems to want you to be their man. I'm glad that you've given me chance to love you, care for you and share all your happiness and sorrow. All this means a lot to me. :) Okay, let's stop the serious talk for a second. 你以经完全取代她在我心目中所沉浸拥有的地位了 = 你已经完全取代她在我心目中所曾经拥有的地位了 Just a little dictionary for your info 沉浸 = Am I suppose to read it that way? xD Back to where I stop. I'm glad that you don't have to look for your friends for girlfriend problem. :) It's a good things that your little girlfriend don't give you any problem :D I've never know that your friend would praise me either. All I wanted to do was to befriend with them, cause I they are your friends, and I respect your choice of friend :) like how you accepted my nasty maine maine :D I didn't know that I'm the only one who've done everything with you. But I've tried hard to take part in every activity you're in. At times, you see me asking you about bike stuff, (though it's a little hard for me as I know NOTHING about it) it's because I wanna have a little more topic with you, I wanna be a little closer to you. I wanna know about stuff that you are so in to it and support you maybe give you advise if I can. I'm still learning, learning to be your good girlfriend, to love, to care, to share everything with you :) I'm trying, trying hard to make this relationship works. I know you'll be holding me to make this relationship work don't you? :) It's already 1 year 3 months and 17 days since we're together, (still counting on) and I'm still loving you, so so much :) Anyway, just a reminder for you, (in case you're as never be afraid that you'll have no one to turn to cause I'll be here for you ALWAYS. Even if it means the whole world turning against you :) Be it career/friends, whatever it might be, you can always talk to me and I'll be your best listener :) Lastly, I would like to say, Thank you for all the effort :) Thank you for understanding me :) Thank you for being there for me :) Thank you for worrying me :) Thank you for EVERYTHING :) LOVE YOU MY DEAR ♥ |
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@ 3:50 AM caleb~ Firstly..how come your posts on top got ur cute name with the heart mine dun have >:( Nvm I test test on top...see how it turns out >.> Secondly, I must change the lyrics of that song from 'you're a naughty girl' to 'you're a silly girl' liao. I seriously didn't know that you were thinking about this! Not because I don't know you well enough, but because we've talked about this before, and you didn't seem to have any problems broaching the subject. Moreover, I told you not to worry about this le...and since what I said is what things really are like, I never thought you'd interpret my words as a mere attempt to pacify you by telling you what you wanted to hear.... I never, ever regretted you silly girl!! Do you know how many opportunities to get together with another girl I had? I'm not showing off or anything, just trying to put across a point to you in a poignant manner so you won't ever forget and won't ever feel so down again over such a needless issue. Some were ordinary looking girls, inside and outside, some small, some bigger, some cute, some very pretty...and even though I told my friends who were consoling me at that time that I was going to find an absolute bombshell for my next girl, I chose you. Because in you I saw something more valuable than just good looks and figure. That you are so kawaii is a bonus to me. I'll rehash everything in the next paragraph for you so you reallyyyyy get it. Out of all the girls who came by, I chose you. Yes, Veronica....out of all the opportunities I could choose from, I picked the one that led me to you. And, my dear girl, please keep in mind that among my opportunities, is my ex. She didn't exactly 'come by', but I always had the option of sitting by and waiting for her. But again, of all the choices I could make, you know the one I picked in the end. It was a test of sorts at the start, trying to see if I could move on, trying to see if we could make this work. You know the results, coz you're still by my side. 你以经完全取代她在我心目中所沉浸拥有的地位了. (how? my chinese correct anot?:P) To be honest, as I did with my first gf, I still hold some fondness towards her, which puts her closer to me than the average friend. But if you asked me, right now, if I have ever wished that I wasn't with you so that I could go back to her, my answer is no. Again, let me refresh this for you: I have never ever considered or regretted or wished I wasn't with you so I could go back to her. Did you know I sing nothing but praises of you to my friends? Even if I didn't, my friends have eyes and can see. Where they frequently advised me towards the twilight months of my previous relationship to let go of her because she wasn't good for my emotional well-being, the comments I receive from them regarding you usually contain stuff like 'this one is better than the previous one', or 'this girlfriend is good'. And would I know it! They've only seen you once or twice, I've been with you for over a year now. I would be blind to miss something my friends can see from only one or two meetings, wouldn't I? Plus I've never seen the need to talk to my friends about girlfriend problems ever since I met you! So please my darling girl, don't be so silly xD...its not just that you need more confidence in yourself; you need more confidence in me that what I tell you is always the point blank truth. You know I do not like to mince words. Like I will say, don't like I will say. If what you really feared were true, I'd have blamed myself, then left you before I could cause you more hurt. But you don't see me self-remonstrating, do you? So again, please don't 胡思乱想. (I <3 the chinese fill in text! wahaha) You're not the first person to tell me you've changed ever since you've been with me. Both my previous exes told me the same thing too. I don't know why....but all had same situation...in the past, just meet bf can le...he close to other girls or want to go out etc, they won't be too bothered about it. But once they're with me, become easily jealous, very easily affected, want to stick to me like glue, like to sa jiao.... ~.~ Both commented to me that perhaps, being with me was the first time they truly fell in love...the other relationships were just 'like'...so not that bothered or emotionally involved. I'm a bit skeptical...in the past got around 8 bfs...all fake one meh? But they tell me those were 'play play' only...so i dunno. Just take it as it is lor. So if you are disturbed at the changes, don't be..i guess....coz 我习惯了! Haha. I told my mum about this last time, and she commented that it must be because I'm so lovable...lol~ v.v Seriously, you're the only girl who has ever done everything I've done together with me, in the time we've been attached. Whether it's simply because we share similar interests, or that you've really been putting in effort to participate in my activities with me, I just wanna let you know that I really, really appreciate it. Really! And it's one of the reasons I've come to love you so much, because everything I'm doing, I know I can do it, and enjoy it even more because I can include my loved one :D Love you~ |
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 12:56 AM nica ♥
Have you ever Have you ever think about what will future be like for us? Would it be How much do I actually weigh in your heart? She still weigh a Sorry that I'm acting this way, but I just need to feel secure. I just need the truth and not words that is said just to ease my heart. Perhaps I'm really thinking a little too much. I should have be more confident in myself. You said that you do not know what's on my mind, but I think that you know me well enough to know what I'm thinking. You just want an actual answer from me. Don't tell me that you're sorry or anything; that's not want I wanted and I've never blame you. After knowing you, I find that I've changed. For better or I tend to get irritated easily when I see people mistreating/misunderstand you. I've got Is it because that I care a little too much about us, that's why I'm worrying so much? Or am I just being I've never act this way before, even Maine said so. I'm no longer the me who doesn't care about anything. I care so much about EVERYTHING that has to do with you. Is it a good thing? I wonder. All I wanted is for this relationship to work out, that's why I wanna talk to you about this. It's so easy to say, yet so hard to tell. Many times I've really wanted to sit down with you and tell you about it, but I find it hard to start. I guess this is the only way I'm able to let you know how I feel. It took me some courage to actually throw everything out here too, cause I do not know what you will think about when you see this. I'm so hard to please. I wanna hear all the good stuff yet I do not. I know that I can't always want things my way. For now, I do not demand anything but a honest answer of how you feel. ps: It's better not to talk to me face to face. I might go speechless again. |
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Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 12:55 AM nica ♥  Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a records of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth . Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. 1 corinthians 13:4-7
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Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 1:45 AM nica ♥
As long as we live, we will experience sufferings. That does not mean we have to be upset over it. Unhappiness comes so that we cherish those happy moment, so that we can experience what is 'happiness'. It helps us in a sense to be more contented with what we have, to be a stronger person. So people, be optimistic and think in a more positive side. whispering in your ears: "i love you my sweet sweet old man" :) people says that couple somehow have a kinda incredible telepathy. do we have? ;) |
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 4:28 AM caleb~ And so...I've been 'drafted' into contributing to this blog... I haven't been blogging for a while now; incessant mis-communications and misunderstandings from previous relationships that stemmed via blogging effectively killed my appetite for airing my views so publicly. Somehow I've found that expressing whatever I have to say in person is always so much better; I'm pretty convincing in person, but I always seem to draw hostile misunderstandings no matter where I post on the net. Ok I'm exaggerating. Maybe its the style of writing? I dunno lol..but oh well here goes nothing. Avatar rocks. Best show I've watched this year. Actually its the first show I've ever watched this year xD ...it relays the 'nature is important' message so much more effectively than that crappy cartoon Pocahontus (did I spell that correctly?). All that cartoon ever had of note was that song. Storyline does have a couple of loopholes, but all in all pretty good directing, and great effects. Watch it in 3D folks, if you haven't already. New MechWarrior series coming out...series has been rewound to just after the 3rd Succession Wars...I don't know if I wanna cheer for the continuation of the series (MW4 gets old after like 5 years), or feel weepy that there won't be any Clan tech available in that particular era. Anyway all the above = filler text. Main point being, I love you sweetie <33 Muackz |
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@ 4:19 AM nica ♥
Yay! Finally done with this blog. A blog that I call it 'OUR BLOG' ;) Didn't really waste a lot of time on this, but I like the end product of it :) I'm proud of myself *hee* Now I'm here, typing the 1st post in our blog and I've got no idea how should I start ~.~ Oh well, I guess I'll stop here and let him update :D |