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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 12:56 AM nica ♥
Have you ever Have you ever think about what will future be like for us? Would it be How much do I actually weigh in your heart? She still weigh a Sorry that I'm acting this way, but I just need to feel secure. I just need the truth and not words that is said just to ease my heart. Perhaps I'm really thinking a little too much. I should have be more confident in myself. You said that you do not know what's on my mind, but I think that you know me well enough to know what I'm thinking. You just want an actual answer from me. Don't tell me that you're sorry or anything; that's not want I wanted and I've never blame you. After knowing you, I find that I've changed. For better or I tend to get irritated easily when I see people mistreating/misunderstand you. I've got Is it because that I care a little too much about us, that's why I'm worrying so much? Or am I just being I've never act this way before, even Maine said so. I'm no longer the me who doesn't care about anything. I care so much about EVERYTHING that has to do with you. Is it a good thing? I wonder. All I wanted is for this relationship to work out, that's why I wanna talk to you about this. It's so easy to say, yet so hard to tell. Many times I've really wanted to sit down with you and tell you about it, but I find it hard to start. I guess this is the only way I'm able to let you know how I feel. It took me some courage to actually throw everything out here too, cause I do not know what you will think about when you see this. I'm so hard to please. I wanna hear all the good stuff yet I do not. I know that I can't always want things my way. For now, I do not demand anything but a honest answer of how you feel. ps: It's better not to talk to me face to face. I might go speechless again. |
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