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Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 3:53 PM nica ♥
I wanted to learn swimming. Cause I know that it's one of the activity you love. I tried so hard everytime you teach me, but I didn't wanna show you that I was afraid. You do not know how much courage I need to overcome my own fear. What you think were that I'm not putting effort. I know I've disappoint you, I didn't want to. I hate myself for being this way too. I really want to be involve in activity you do. Especially in stuff that you love. I'm really trying. :'( It's been so long since the last time I cried this badly. I felt so badly walking away, yet I do not want you to see my falling tears. I regretted it so much, cause now all I wanted was a hug for you. I feel so cold and empty now |
HEARTS❤